anyway, i'm getting really weepy and i feel like a total girl, but i'm pms-ing really bad this week too. this morning as i was leaving for work i started rambling to him about how sad i was... then, hours later, i looked in the mirror and realized that everyone at my office must have known i had been crying because i looked like i was punched in the face and had little mascara tracks down my cheek.
also, my mom has been bringing up how my last serious bf dumped me like two days after i got home from vacation, which totally doesn't help because i'm going on vacation in a week from now and am already kind of getting insecure about that.







