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Posts: 4495 (06/13/09 14:49:04) |
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Posts: 16826 (06/13/09 15:20:17) |
I am beginning to hate every single person in my life.
My best friend spends all her time with her boyfriend and when i basically confronted her she told me that i need to ask her to hang out...even though she always hates making plans and then she @!+@$*% says like oh well all we do is sit around and no one else wants to do that....SINCE WHEN DID I SAY I DONT WANT TO @!+@$*% DO THAT???? we used to do that ALL the time. and i told her i dont want to be the one to ask her to hang out because i dont want her to be wishing she was with him or being bored with me...or like shooing me away to call him OR i dont want to make plans and have her change her mind about them. UGH im so frustrated and this other friend just asked to go to the movies about an hour ago and i didnt respond because i blow her off all the time and i dont know if im doing something else tonight so i dont want to be like well MAYBE IDK we'll see because i do that all the time and i feel bad...but i cant figure out if i want to be friends with her...well she has sent me FIVE texts in the last hour none of which haev i responded to and then just CALLED me even tohugh shes at work and i know she cant answer Like...seriously...WHAT if i didnt have my phone by me???? LIKE really???? I really think i might be getting depressed or something i feel SO overwhelmed by everything, i just want to cry at the drop of a hat. I just feel really lost and frustrated and idk how to change it... I think im gonna tell the girl that i dont feel like going out because i am SO @!+@$*% irritated with her. Like ugh #%%$ my life i need a change so bad
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Posts: 20930 (06/13/09 15:44:30) Moderator #1 |
So my sister met cody last night and like called me outside and immediately told me that I needed to date him.
He was so adorable yesterday, he went up to my niece and was like "look, I'm just like you!" (because they're both white)
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Posts: 6752 (06/13/09 16:41:03) |
Pawn612 wrote: Omg, you did not tell me that. Haha, aww. I remember your friends saying something like, "It's because you're white.." when I was there. And I honestly had to stop and think. |
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Posts: 285 (06/13/09 18:41:17) |
im kind of really hoping the the ex and his girlfriends relationship fails. i know its really bad but..i dont know. now watch me saying that something amazing
will happen to them and something terrible is going to get me. i get all the bad luck for being a good person and he gets it all for being bad.
sooo i know his myspace info and i stupidly logged on his page and went to her page and read her big ass blog about how in love with him she is. "i know other girls said they would give you and forever and didnt, but i could". really? whatever. it also REALLY bugs me that she doesnt know about us. "well if i told her about me and you, how would she trust me?". LEAVE THAT TO HER TO DECIDE! im still a big %*%#$!# secret. it doesnt help me at all when i have a night where all i can think about is him non stop and how we were and how things were great. needless to say, i cried myself to sleep last night over that. |
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Posts: 20931 (06/13/09 19:57:50) Moderator #1 |
Haha, amy ill fill you in on all the cute little things later.
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Posts: 2292 (06/14/09 05:09:08) |
So last night we were drinking and ended up talking about us. By the end of the night we were holding hands and cuddling. She fell asleep in my arms.
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Posts: 20934 (06/14/09 10:27:36) Moderator #1 |
yay, adam!
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Posts: 20943 (06/15/09 19:51:50) Moderator #1 |
i've got it bad for this kid again. oops.
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Posts: 2295 (06/17/09 16:43:18) |
Yep, things are back to how they were before, we talked yesterday. >.>. Ugh.
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Posts: 4501 (06/17/09 17:40:10) |
My ex boyfriend likes to start conversations with me out of absolutely #%!@%+$ nowhere. Today's started with "who are you living with?"
I'm sorry, but after you just up and leave me and then specifically tell a mutual friend not to tell me when you were in town, why the hell do you think I'd want to talk to you? And why the hell do you think we're cool to just chit-chat? 
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Posts: 512 (06/17/09 19:41:16) |
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Posts: 20951 (06/21/09 15:46:42) Moderator #1 |
wtf, i dont know whats wrong with me but we hung out last night and i think im back to just wanting to be bffs with him again.
ALSO, im proud of myself. David has been online for the past hour or so and i've resisted the urge to message him. go me.
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Posts: 6765 (06/21/09 22:11:03) |
%*++ guys! I'm becoming a self-lover. No girls, no guys, just me telling myself how **$%++! awesome I am and how everyone else is missing out. Stupid
assholes.
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Posts: 22244 (06/22/09 08:53:41) |
I've been like that lately. I know I'm %@+%*$# awesome, and if dudes fail to see that, then #*!@ them! I have faith that someone will come along
eventually.
- RI! (its not just a state anymore.)
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Posts: 4190 (06/22/09 09:31:45) |
Last night I hung out with my friend joe. There is so much sexual tension between us, but nothing has ever happened, aside from when I'm drunk...and even
that was just small kisses. Yeahhh, we ended up fooling around and almost having sex till we both decided it was a terrible idea. He's great, and it was
such a cute night...aside from the fact that I have a boyfriend, who I live with. Shitttt. I'm a terrible person, but I don't think my bf has ever been
so amazing with me. It was intense and incredible, and I don't feel nearly as bad as I should.
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Posts: 7883 (06/22/09 10:49:28) |
Stace, do you think this might be the start to the end of your relationship? I only say because my friend was in the exact same position as you 2 years ago,
she lived with her guy, wasn't 100% happy with things (not sure if thats the case with you) but she cheated on him with a friend of mine, and well the rest
is history. She left other bloke, moved back home for a while and now she and my friend are engaged.
But when she fooled around with someone else, she didn't feel half as bad as she thought she should, so she knew it was the beggining of the end for them.
One A Scale of 1 to Awesome You're Pretty Great :-)
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Posts: 4192 (06/22/09 11:58:59) |
Yeah, I think that's pretty much it. I'm not on the lease, but I feel bad cause I know he can't afford it on his own. And, I feel like he thinks
everything is great, even though I don't spend very much time with him, and I leave every weekend I have off. I kind of just go through the motions, cause
I know its easier than dealing with confrontation. I need to grow balls, but even though I feel like I've dropped hints, I feel like its gonne be
completely outta the blue for him.
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linzi babyyyy |
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Posts: 7885 (06/22/09 12:12:12) |
you gotta be cruel to be kind sometimes, i think. If you know its not working the longer you string it along the more painful the break i think. Unless
you're willing to work at it anywho.
One A Scale of 1 to Awesome You're Pretty Great :-)
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Posts: 2383 (06/22/09 22:59:24) |
Eeeep. He slept in my bed with me the other night. A little spooning but nothing else. I later confessed to him that I thought about jumping him a couple times
haha. He seemed pretty interested in that.. Although I am still unsure about whether or not I actually want to sleep with him. I've heard how he talks to
his friends about the girls he sleeps with and it kind of puts me off. But on the other hand, those other girls are hella sluts and I'm just kind of a
normal sluttt. I at least want to make out with him though. He is cute and funny and English.
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