I'm leaving things open between me and the boy once I move out... i mean I don't think they're gonna work out, and I've already moved on, but I
really just need space, so I'm going to play things by ear. He's pissing me off so bad though. Like, my sex drive isn't very high right now. I just
don't want sex. And he always gets mad and tries to make me feel bad. We have sex every few weeks...but its usually just me giving in cause I'm sick of
feeling like crap, which is ridiculous. I don't feel like being intimate with him though. There's no romance, no sexual tension, no energy in our
relationship. I don't feel good with him. We don't talk about anything past work. We haven't even slept in the same bed for probably 2 months now.
I can't see him in my future. But for some reason, I feel like its my fault, and I'm being the terrible person. He always says "you hate me,
that's why you're moving out" and he's such a baby about it. I don't know what to do though. I wish I never would've gotten myself
here.
